If I see one more thin person post a picture of food and tag it #fatty or #imsuchafatbastard or #lookhowfatiam on facebook/twitter/instagram/tumblr, I may actually rip the fat off my body and shove it down their throat and choke them to death with it.

jesus fucking christ - why did that cunt have to fuck me up so much that i can’t actually have functioning ~feelings for people? 

and why do i have such bad anxiety?

it will be okay. 

me on a bus

but

can we just look at the length of that hair ;) i have a talent for growing it~

. 

I was more than enough.

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the only thing i’m able to properly write is an introduction to an essay

and people have caught onto that fact

now i have all the people sending me their introductions to re-work

i should start charging them, tbh~

i’m not going to see beth until the 26th/27th when i’ve been seeing her weekly~

._. i miss the days when i didn’t like her so i could save myself the effort of missing her a lot. 

look how qt beth is without make up on/with her hair scragged back:

i cannot even…

when i have no make up on and my hair is up i look disgusting